Don’t try to get it. Invert the polarity. The way is like intimately intelligent un-getting in unison with origins and relations. Getters cannot enter. Ones capable of ‘possessing’ anything at all are rejected at the Gate by the Magician. You must invert the polarity, and not once, but »actively… and become this. If the Magician is actually worried when you approach? You’re going in the right direction. Just remember this: he can pretend to be worried, too.